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Another day of work. Exciting as a yawn. I had coffee this morning. It was the good espresso kind from Starbucks. That definitely improved my mood.



So, the job thing didn't work out and something tells me I should be happy. There is a company sponsored conference at the end of next month. While I have no clue what it's about, it sounds interesting and like there are a lot of contacts to be had while there. All internal contacts, of course. We shall see.

R.I.P Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett (sp?)



Even on the darkest night when empty promise means empty hand

And soldiers coming home like shadows turning red

When the lights of hope are fading quickly then look to me

I'll be your homing angel,I'll be in your head.

Because you're lonely in your nightmare let me in...

And there's heat beneath your winter let me in...

I see the delta traces living lonely out on the limb.

And a passing glimmer warm beneath your skin

Please tread gently on the ground when all around you earth

turns to fire

Only get a second chance when danger's on the wind.

Because you're lonely in your nightmare let me in...

Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in...

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Must be lucky weather when you find the kind of wind that you need

C'mon show me all the light and shade that made your name

I know you've got it in your head, I've seen that look before

You've built your refuge turns you captive all the same

Because you're lonely in your nightmare let me in...

And it's barren in your garden let me in...

Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in..

Because you're so lonely in your nightmare let me in..

And it's cold out on your stone range let me in...

Because there's heat beneath your winter let me in...

Do, do-do, do do do do

Do, do-do, do do do do

if it were going to be a useful tool, it should be an input box on all the pages like vampbox is. then it might actually be useful and fun.

apparently my updates needed to be done for the macintosh network at home. updated firmware for time capsule and it seems rather happy... and fast. i love when they fix bugs.



and speaking of things... kismet does what? i don't get the point of that other than that it's a twitter for the rave. makes little sense.

i spoke with an ally today and have figured out who the rumor monger is. and i have a new target to haunt. i like my astral projection experiments and my energy manipulation experiments on that level. i can't wait to see if i can do something that is noticeable by someone. that would be interesting, indeed. i've got time and patience. and since there isn't a new job on the horizon, i have the desire to do some new things just to change up the monotony in my life at the current.



i realize it's a little evil and malignant. it goes against most credos and redes, but quite frankly? i don't care. i've always been a little chaotic and i don't mind using the abilities i have towards my advantage where necessary. it's also not such a bad thing to use it against others.

So I took the day off.

It seems a lot of astral travel is spent in the preparation and in retaining the altered state of mind. Getting to the point that I'm recognizing phases of astral travel and the altering of awareness.



Grabbed a small snack. Didn't need a lot.

i'm really not needing to hunt. but just as a precaution, yes? i do like the energy. and it's a good way to start off the week. now that i'm getting used to it and can go on demand almost, it helps me get where i need to be.

So. What does a vampire do on a dark/ new moon night? We go hunting. It's a good night for it. Being one of the shortest nights of the year, it is pretty easy to stay up late.



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So. I'm waiting to find out the results of my interview and to see if I got the job I want. Very nervous. We were supposed to know today but apparently that's not til tomorrow.



The prospective new boss is coming to town and I'd imagine he will be offering the job in person. So yes, am ironing and getting a suit ready to go for tomorrow.



I really hope it's me. It's the night of the dark moon. A good night to see.

You just might be a geek. I seem to have lost my laundry card for the washers at the apt. To that effect I packed in my iPod touch and the Verizon Wireless mifi. My own, non broadcasting portable wifi running off 3g.



I really am a geek.

okay I really am going to go slowly insane. or maybe quickly insane. my itunes account is acting strange; it says it can't find my ao-hell username... i just logged into it. i think itunes has issues today.



am still waiting to hear about another job. sheesh. what up? waiting is as bad as ever, sitting in limbo whilst i watch the phone. i know it isn't going to ring today. maybe tomorrow?



nothing on tv, the rave still bores me on most levels... the internet bores me on most levels.

i am really, really bored today. at work, stuck here doing things that need to get done. i don't hate my job. i am hating working today. i'm waiting, you see. waiting to find out if i am going to be offered the job that i want in this building. it would be a strategic move in the right direction. i think so. some people are saying to me that it's a dead end stop, but for me it feels right. i trust my instincts implicitly, i have no choice but to do so.



i think the reason behind this is pretty simple. my instincts are far from infallible, but they rarely ever guide me in the wrong direction. it feels right to me. i am hoping this pans out well for me. i will let you know, of course, as soon as i hear anything.



we are just waiting.

I do believe i've mentioned I'm a psy vampire, right? Tonight I went on a very necessary astral hunting trip. Since embracing my most likely cultural heritage, I've made some useful discoveries about taking energy.



Ghost in Her Room. Visit the site for the full entry. Feeling much better.

for some reason it still annoys me that the words in hangman don't really exist.

vr is at its best when there are no images loading at all. i love the opera browser. i don't have to stare at your oversized pictures and wait for them to load.

well it's another day. i sent in the application for a job i want and i am waiting to hear until next monday. hopefully sooner than that. i really want the freaking job. badly. i can't wait to see what happens with this.



i hope, i hope, i hope. was a little lazy about this one and didn't bother to put in a real spell in terms of it, but the will and intent is out there and usually that's enough. will and intent.



when you get a chance: Bebarlang.com .. a journal of real vampirism.

yep... it's about that time. am going to switch over to the netbook.

i described the astral hunter in greater detail. was a good trip tonight. somehow, was more concentrated than earlier. i need to learn some more relaxation exercises to get this down better.



The Breakdown of the Hunt- Bebarlang.com.

Psychic quiet hours are the better time for hunting.



www.bebarlang.com

Many happy returns to my vampire wannabe web site.